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BABA’S
BRASS BAND
The story of how Swami nurtured the present
day Institute band by Ravi M.
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was the month of May in the year 1985… After a gap of many years,
Swami stayed back during summer months in Puttaparthi. That was the
year of the 60th Birthday and He wanted us to go to the villages to
do social work. Soon we were in the thick of the excitement of village
work. Clad in the special brown clothes that Bhagawan had got made
for us, we were working hard in village after village doing manual
labour, laying roads and cleaning the streets.
One
cannot even imagine what it was like to be Swami’s student in
those days. For one thing, Bhagawan would walk through the verandah
several times during each session, whether in the morning darshan
or in the evenings. There would be long sessions, during which He
would stand amongst us and inspire us with incidents about Mira, the
Gopikas and Radha, Hanuman, Swami’s younger days or examples
of Faith and Love for God. Often, He would punctuate the session with
a materialization and there would be exclamations of wonder! He would
go into the hall for bhajan but would suddenly walk out and make a
full darshan round again, collecting letters or walk slowly on the
sands, gesticulating in the air and thrilling each devotee with His
beautiful form…
So it was natural that during these days of social
work, there was a tinge of sadness in us that we were missing those
inspiring and delightful sessions. But Swami was even more concerned.
Generally, we would return from village work to the Mandir when evening
Bhajans were going on. We remember clearly how Swami would come out
from the bhajan hall to greet and gift each group of boys with mangoes
that He threw to each boy, Himself. On many occasions He came out
and went back to the hall as many as five times! What concern and
love! This pure and unconditional love and concern is indelibly etched
in our memory.
On one Sunday during that beautiful summer, some of us were ushered
into the interview room. Swami spoke to us, and we discovered to our
pleasant surprise that we had been chosen to be part of The
Institute Band. We returned to the Hostel to be introduced
to our teachers from the Military Band from Bangalore, and were told
that our training would begin immediately to ensure we were ready
for the Birthday celebrations. There was little time -considering
college, exams and the rest of the activities. Thus, we were blessed
to be the first members of Swami’s Brass Band! What an honour!
What a privilege and a blessing! Little did we know then,
how much we were to receive from Bhagawan in terms of His personal
interest, His time and the number of interviews. Not only that. We
never could have imagined how many times we would play before Bhagawan.
No one could guess that this simple beginning would grow into a mini
institution where students would learn music, and enjoy Swami’s
proximity for years to come. Only much later we found out that the
Warden had in fact shown Swami a list of several names and that Swami
had individually selected each one, Himself.
At the Hostel some were given clarinets, others
bugles, trumpets, saxophones, kettle-drums and cymbals. Of course,
there were the tubas and the trombones. All wind (i.e. blowing) Instruments.
During most of May and part of June we were at the
practice sessions from 8 am to 12:30 pm, when we’d go for lunch.
Then we’d practice again from two in the afternoon to five pm
and again after dinner from 7:30 to 9:30 pm. It was a strenuous practice
schedule! Most of us had very little background in music and could
barely communicate with the instructors, who knew only Hindi. One
of them was a bandmaster; another taught the trumpet but could also
play other wind instruments. They taught us marching in true military
style and also the more difficult but elegant slow march. So, first
we would practice marching for a while, then play the scale individually,
then in a group and then all together. Marching with the instruments
was the next step. It was only later that we tried and slowly learned
to march, while playing.
One of the seniors from Canada had learnt to play the trumpet in school,
and was a key- board player in music programs at the Institute. During
the 3-4 practice sessions thus far, while we struggled to learn how
to correctly blow into the instruments and produce the correct sound,
this boy was enjoying himself playing simple bhajan songs, especially
Ganesha Sharanam Sharanam Ganesha.
A
Humble Beginning
Less than 24 hours later, Swami drove over
to the Hostel to see how we were doing. In fact it was only to grant
us His Grace, so we could do well.
We fell into rows as we‘d been taught. Then we
proudly marched to show Him how well we could march. He who had seen
so many army men march for Him, been to many garrisons to bless Generals
and their troops, showed eagerness and appreciated our tired marching
and only said it needed a faster beat. Then we assembled in formation
to await His next command as if there was much we knew! He spoke with
the teachers and they told Him we had learned the scale. He seemed
pleased and said that was good progress. So He asked each to play
and show Him all we had learned.
So each of us had our first opportunity to display
our newly learnt music to Bhagawan. The bugles were also part of the
band then and had the first chance. There was utter chaos and not
a note emerged. Then it was the turn of the trumpets and they were
nervous but each could muster only a note or two at the most. The
same fate awaited the clarinets, which squeaked with shrill notes.
More than anyone else, even our learned senior who knew music and
had trained on the trumpet earlier could hardly play a couple of clear
notes! The secret of the learning-journey we were embarking on was
humility and here we were learning our first lesson!
We all stood there feeling embarrassed. But more than
that, we felt that we had let Bhagawan down. Probably, there was no
need to feel that way at all. Bhagawan is the Pranava Swarupa, the
source of all sound. He loves music and is the greatest Teacher of
Soul music. It was not just the band teachers who had to teach us
the notes of a song. Our real teacher would be Swami Himself. Here
He was, in the middle of His busy schedule, in the midst of His many
tasks, darshans, bhajans and interviews, evaluating our level of knowledge
in music before bestowing the blessing and grace to master our instruments.
There was no dishonour in our performance, in the presence of our
beloved Sai, our mother. Now, She would fill us with musical skill
and knowledge.
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The first performance
After a few months of diligent practice, interrupted
by college, exams and assignments, we were somewhat ready to perform.
Our very first performance was like a mini-trial before the main 60th
Birthday procession. As part of His mission, on almost every Birthday,
Bhagawan had made it a point to start some large scale Service Project
with a long-term benefit for the poor and the needy. That year, He
gifted and inaugurated 60 independent houses for needy families, in
a colony named Subbamma Nagar, near Gokulam at Puttaparthi. We played
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Our first
Performance at Subbamma Nagar |
this occasion but were a little nervous.
Swami quickly put us at ease with a reassuring smile and by keeping
time with the music. Swami is always so calm and tranquil and has
a way of comforting and calming all around Him. After a tour of the
houses, He came and listened to a tune we played. Just before leaving,
He assured us that the whole performance would be better when we wore
the ornate Band Dress.
The Birthday
Procession
The big day had arrived. Bhagawan sent word to the
Band leader that we were to report to the Mandir by 5 am. We were
ready at 4:45 am, had a short prayer and then a brief practice at
the Hostel. It was cold as we rushed towards the Mandir. As soon as
we entered the Bhajan Hall, Swami graciously came down from His room
and arranged a sumptuous breakfast and hot tea for the entire band
group and other members of the procession. Imagine the teeming thousands
clamouring for His darshan, rushing to find a place in the Shanti
Vedika while Bhagawan, on His Birthday, was spending so much time
to make us comfortable! After supervising the breakfast session, He
left saying that He would dress up and come back to begin the Procession.
Little did we know that a big disappointment awaited us.
When we began to line up, we were instructed to bring
up the rear of the long procession. This meant, the Vedam boys would
precede Bhagavan, who would be followed by the Bhangra (Punjabi) dance
boys and the band would be the last group! After all that practice,
this was hard to accept. We would not be near Swami, so He would not
hear us play during the procession at all. As this news spread through
the Band, all were downcast. There were all kinds of feelings of hurt
in our hearts. However, we knew that there was little that could be
changed at this stage when the proceedings were about to begin. The
senior boys counseled the others but everyone was praying to Swami
to alter the arrangement.
Swami came down from His room looking radiant and beautiful.
We completely forgot our misery when we saw Him. All we wanted to
do was gaze on His Divine Form. But Swami had heard our prayers. With
one look, He took stock of the situation. No one had to tell Him anything.
He beckoned to our Band leader to lead the entire group forward. We
rushed forward, delighted with the promotion. By the new arrangement
we were now positioned right in front of Bhagawan! We were in ecstasy
and played wholeheartedly and Swami seemed pleased.
That then, was the first time the Institute band played
at a major function. The procession started from the Mandir, with
Sai Geetha in the lead. Swami rode majestically in a beautiful horse
driven chariot. The pageant of colours and music, along with the dance
and Vedam, made it a memorable and joyous event. After we arrived
at the overcrowded stadium, Bhagawan mounted the stage. He immediately
sent instructions that we were to be seated on chairs. We marveled
at Swamis attention to detail even on a day like this, even when He
was the focus of the worship of so many thousands!
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Marching on the 60th
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The 60th Birthday thus saw the birth of the
Institute Brass band. We were fortunate to be the first members
of this core group. This is significant especially in the context
of this year being the 80th Birthday year of Bhagawan. A humble beginning
nearly 20 years ago, with Bhagawan’s Grace, has resulted in
the highly rated, vastly improved Institute Brass Band of today.
Some of us who have been here for a while notice a
beautiful pattern in each task or project Swami undertakes. He generally
forms a handpicked core group. Then He showers a lot of His time and
attention on the group, encourages them, and builds them up. The probable
reason is that they have made and may make in due course more sacrifices
of their time and individual ambitions to achieve the group objective
of pleasing Bhagawan by wholeheartedly dedicating themselves to the
work allotted. Not only that, this also motivates the other students
to aspire for selection to such extracurricular roles that present
an opportunity to interact with Swami and experience first hand, the
greatness, the depth and the LOVE of His Divine Personality.
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The later years
Starting from the 60th birthday, it became a customary
for Bhagawan to call us to play at various functions. During Christmas
we played
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Blessing
the boys with the cherished Padanamskar |
“Hark the Herald Angels Sing”
with the famous Maynard Ferguson himself. Swami blessed the group
with photographs at the end of the function. Of course, in those days
we enjoyed the privilege of having Padanamaskar too!
The other major event for us was the Sports Meet or
the Intercampus Meet. We had to play for students of all three campuses
to practice marching and it was quite strenuous. But we were richly
rewarded when before each final (on 11th Jan), Bhagawan subjected
Himself to a “rehearsal” and would walk behind us while
we welcomed Him in, while playing and marching to a slow march tune.
Those were wonderful days and the memories are sweet. Probably, He
gave us that chance and privilege because He knew that on the final
day, we would not be able to enjoy the proximity of the Lord. That
is how Gracious and thoughtful our Sai is.
Gradually, as we improved our abilities, some members
were called upon to participate in music programs held on festival
mornings in the Mandir. Some of the trumpet and saxophone players
were quite proficient and had other good chances in addition.
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Performing on the PC
stage with Ferguson |
The full Band had the opportunity to perform on several
occasions on the Poornachandra stage, in the College auditorium and
several other places.
The Main Band occasions, of course remained the Convocation, the Birthday
and the Sports Meet.
The Lost Stick
During those days of strenuous practice, we would
never know when Swami would suddenly drop in to see us. One such day,
Swami arrived unannounced at the Hostel. We had practiced a lot and
some of us were relaxing in the quadrangle. One of the (kettle) drummers
had gone to receive an outstation telephone call. He had just dropped
his drum sticks near his drum and one stick had rolled onto the sand.
As Bhagawan walked into the quadrangle, He casually picked up this
stick. All of us were happy to have Him amongst us. Taking up our
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On stage
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instruments, we lined up before Him and waited eagerly
to play some tune for Him. A small drama enfolded when the drummer
rushed back after hearing that Bhagawan had come. He could find only
one stick. He searched frantically for the other stick, all over.
Only some of us had noticed Swami pick up the stick. But Swami gestured
to us with a smile to keep mum. Swami held the stick behind His back
and asked us to begin playing. Band marches usually begin with a crisp
drum roll, so we were waiting for the drummer and the poor chap could
not begin simply because he could not find the second stick! He was
embarrassed and feared that Swami and us boys would be upset with
him for the delay. In fact, he thought that Swami, who was so busy,
would leave and we would lose this chance to perform before Him. Just
when he was at his wit’s end, Swami innocently He turned to
this student, pulled the stick from behind His back, and asked, “Hey,
is this what you are searching for?” We all burst out laughing!
The drummer was relieved. He took the stick sanctified by the Divine
touch and gave us the drum roll so we could play our tunes for the
Lord.
At this point the reader should realize that while
we practiced for the big public performances, it was really these
small occasions that we secretly cherished. We were happy playing
for our Swami in such an informal setting in the hostel where we had
the Lord entirely to our selves.
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The
New Band Dress
We must share an incident that brings out the love that
Bhagawan showers on His college students. A few years after the Band
was constituted, Swami called us into the Interview room and suggested
that we needed new Band uniforms because He felt these were old and
because the 65th Birthday celebrations were fast approaching .
Bhagawan has this unique way of getting involved
in a manner that gets everyone excited about the task ahead. We must
remember that He is God. He is beyond this world and completely detached.
But while He is actually so completely detached, He appears so very
involved and present. That is the personal aspect of God. This is
purely out of compassion towards us, His students. This also helps
us understand how genuine and pure His Love is, and how totally He
gives, though He has nothing to gain.
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Even the Band uniform
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A week later, tailors were called to take measurements
.The tailors began the job in the Poornachandra auditorium. Bhagawan
resided in the Prashanthi Mandir in those days. But He kept inquiring
about the progress of the work nearly EVERYDAY. Not only that, when
the dresses were ready and we were called to try them on, Swami Himself
came to the auditorium. We really could not believe that the Lord
Himself would come to see the new uniforms. But of course, we were
thrilled. As soon as we had put the uniforms on, we rushed down the
stage, not to look in the mirror, but to show our dear Lord how we
looked in the shining new apparel. Oh what a stampede there was. You
wouldn’t believe it! We swarmed around Swami trying to attract
His attention and draw a comment towards us! What proximity! What
joy! And our Swami never disappointed us. Humour flew from His lips.
To one boy He said, “When you walk with this dress, it is so
loose it looks like an elephant flapping its ears.” Another
boys’ pants were really tight and short. He said he looked like
a “ Dancer” and a “monkey”. To one He said,
“The sleeves are as big as the trouser legs should have been”.
About one whose clothes were too loose, He said, “Half of all
the material has been used to make only your dress”. When to
another He said, “You look too good ..you should go out and
give Darshan”, there was a roar of laughter. We were holding
our stomachs and had the time of our lives.
As usual, before He left (after giving tailors suggestions
on altering the clothes), we asked for Padanamaskar. He would not
generally refuse if He was pleased with us. So we were surprised when
He refused. We pleaded with Him to grant our wish. He said that He
wanted to grant our wish but the only reason He was refusing was that
our new clothes would get spoilt with all the dust there and that
there wasn’t enough time to have them washed before the Birthday.
We marveled at Bhagavan’s ability to think of even such a minor
matter. It was true that the clothes would get dusty and stained if
we took a full namaskar. Now, here was a problem for the Benign Lord
and His students. Neither would relent. Finally it is God who gives
in and finds a way out when there is love and yearning. Indeed He
did, in His inimitable way. He pointed to the stage and asked us to
let Him go up the steps. We moaned, for we thought He was about to
escape without granting our prayer… But once the Lord gives
His word, He keeps it and finds a way to satisfy His devotees’
wishes. He went up the stage, stood at the edge of the stage and asked
us all to take full namaskar without bending at all! Here was the
Lord of Lords, the object of adoration of the sages and the saints,
concerned about our clothes getting dusty!
Maynard Ferguson
He is an old devotee of Swami who took great pains
to help the Band grow. Soon after the band began, he visited Parthi
and Swami
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Ferguson
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asked him to teach us. He spent many useful hours
with us. Apart from being a well-known Jazz trumpet player in USA
and Canada, he has played with several Indian musicians too and greatly
appreciates Indian Classical music and its exponents. He can probably
play any wind instrument with ease and he often demonstrated this
during the sessions. Bhagawan brought him to the Hostel in His car
and introduced him to the boys in glowing terms as one of the world’s
greatest trumpet players.
He taught us the very basic skill of listening to
the scale or shruti as we call it and to hit the note perfectly, clearly.
With wind instruments one can really be off the note, either sharp
or flat and this can be jarring or unpleasant to hear, more because
you have both melody and counters being played together, for effect.
He also emphasized the importance of learning Music
Notation. In India we are so used to “picking up” a song
“by ear” that it was initially hard to play by reading
especially while marching. But he explained that notation defined
not just the note in the scale but also its length, the rhythm and
how it was to be played in Harmony. Then we would not make any mistakes
as we would not be playing from memory. This is especially essential
for players of harmony parts.
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Checking the Jazz Drums |
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He also came up with a brilliant idea to get an entire
set of gold plated wind instruments for the Brass band from the USA.
This worked out perfectly and in July 1987 the Instruments arrived.
These were from such prestigious companies such as Leblanc Corporation,
Remo Incorp., Yamaha International, Avedis Zildjian Wagner Corp etc.
Swami visited the Administrative building to see and bless the Instruments.
That is how we have a beautiful photo of Him, holding the drum-sticks
of the Jazz drums.
Mr. Ferguson told us inspiring stories of great musicians
he knew and about how much they practiced. He was humble, friendly,
always willing to teach, but more than anything else we remember with
great admiration how when He spoke of Swami, his eyes would light
up. Swami was his hero, and friend and he loved to speak about how
Swami jokingly called him “Pakoda”. Bhagawan would give
him at least one interview each visit before he left and would bless
him with detailed guidance in matters regarding his family, his work
and his health.
We have one memorable recollection of what a great
musician Mr Ferguson was. When one day Bhagawan drove to the Institute
auditorium where we were practicing with Mr Ferguson, we found we
were totally unprepared to present any particular piece to Him. Bhagawan
came in and asked us to play, as if He were expecting something good.
Now everyone knows that Bhagawan often asks for new songs and Mr Ferguson
sensed this. So he quickly went round the group and instructed us
to play a short combination of notes that was fairly simple.
Then he did Pranams to Swami and began to play. And
how he played that day! With the combination of notes we played repeatedly
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Ferguson
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support, he improvised and came up with such amazing
displays of tunes and medleys that the stage was alive and the air
was electrifying. He started to weave an intricate pattern with his
trumpet, now with the muzzle on, now without it. The high notes were
terrific and overall, the music was just great. We felt that he likes
a good challenge and that Bhagawan’s presence and our being
somewhat unprepared made him take control and produce a peak performance!
As Swami’s students we have always been taught
by the best in the field whether it be academics, sports, or music.
It is some wonder that these eminent persons worked with us so patiently,
considering that though we were keen to learn, the fact remained that
most of us were novices .We also saw how much they wanted to do for
Swami and we were aware that in normal circumstances we’d probably
never even get near them, leave alone having their personal attention
and guidance.
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Answered Prayers
One day we were practicing in the hot sun. After
a long march, some of us took shelter under a huge banyan tree behind
the Eswaramma High school. Probably the heat made us feel Swami’s
absence all the more. Many of us sat down to have some cool refreshments
and while we rested, somehow, the topic of discussion was that Swami
had not been coming to see us for quite a while now and that we
should write letters to Him seeking His blessings. No sooner had
these ideas been floated than to our utter surprise, (because it
was one ‘o’clock in the afternoon), we saw a red Benz
car slowly drive into the stadium! We shouted ‘Swami’
and sprang to our feet. There was a cry of joy from many. We readied
ourselves and got into a semicircle so we could most effectively
surround Swami. No one wanted to let this opportunity escape.
Bhagawan drove straight to us. He got down gracefully
and said lovingly that He had been wanting to come over and see
us but had been busy with a number of projects. Thinking that another
day would pass away, thus, and that we would be disappointed, He
had foregone the little rest He took in the afternoon to come and
spend some time with us! We were nearly in tears. Indeed He had
heard our call! That afternoon He spent over forty-five minutes
with us. He made us play all the tunes we knew. Slow marches, fast
marches, bhajans which we had recently learnt, carols and what not.
Then He asked us to play individually while He listened with attention.
He made us feel as if we were great musicians. Then He said that
He would like to see us march. He suggested that we march on the
cemented portion of the stands because it was tough to march on
soft ground. So we ran over there while He drove there to watch
us march. This incident especially satisfied us, as we were all
witnesses to how Swami responds even to the smallest prayer.
Dear Readers,
we enjoyed our stay in the hostel, because Swami created many opportunities
for us to interact with Him. The Brass Band
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The most cherished moments |
was one such extra curricular activity that not
only helped us to develop a worthwhile skill but also, and more
importantly, brought us into frequent contact with Swami. The impressions,
the narrated incidents and interactions written here are etched
in our memories for life. They are sweeter than the sweetest honey
because they are personal glimpses into Swami’s life. As students,
we were so completely attached to being with Him that we deeply
cherish the memories we have of those precious moments that He chose
to spend with us. Now, with the Sports and Cultural Meet in January
fast approaching, it is only appropriate to reopen these safely
stored precious memories for the sake of all Swami’s devotees
and to share what we were so fortunate to experience.
( Ravi was a student in Swami’s college
from 1982 to 1991. He was in the band since its inception till 1991.
Currently He is a Senior Technical Officer in the Sri Sathya Sai
Institute of Higher Medical Sciences at Puttaparthy)
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